Lovers
One Swimmer Is Enough (Beast Bible)
Dripping (Beast Bible)
She’s most aroused while in the void.
Only The Beast can meet her there.
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Had To Say It (Beast Bible)
The Ultimate Erection (Beast Bible)
She erects The Beast by not accepting less than his best.
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Fall Back (Beast Bible)
Stop. Moving. Towards. Her.
She’ll naturally come to you.
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Mirror Mirror (Beast Bible)
Mommy Issues (Beast Bible)
If your goal is to please her,
you’re doing two things wrong.
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Got Game? (Beast Bible)
in Lovers, Beast Bible, Essays, Makin Moves, Energetics
She’s in the mood.
Just not for you.
She has the time.
Just not for you.
She’d do it all.
Just not for you.
Because your game is weak.
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The Beast Bible
in Lovers, Beast Bible, Essays, Energetics
Everything you need to know to have her eating out of the palm of your hand.
From the practical to the profound.
For gamers to CEOs.
For the tightest game you’ve ever played.
The Beast Bible is for you.
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What's The Problem? (Mandy Bite)
All couples have problems.
All people who look outside of themselves for something/anything have problems.
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A Dance So Fluid (Poem)
it was the most natural dance with another
through the other
who is me
a dance so fluid
i didn’t notice the moves
i only felt the dance
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Unattached (An Essay)
I don’t feel tethered to anyone.
Not even to my own child.
And if you can’t understand how this can be,
and how this is the highest expression and experience of true love and ultimate freedom,
we should talk.
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Smashed To Smithereens (An Essay)
in Energetics, Essays, Fellows, Lovers, Makin Moves, Triggered, Shit Stack, Death
we are two planets colliding
getting smashed to smithereens
and when the damage is done
there is s p a c e
and in that space
we recalibrate
shocked and startled
once again
neither knowing what’s to come
from the rubble left in our wake
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Thrown Off My Game (An Essay)
in Energetics, Essays, Fellows, Lovers, Makin Moves, Triggered, Shit Stack, Death, Linked
if it didn’t destroy me
if parts of me weren’t forced to die
repeatedly
and quite potently
through the is-ness of he and i
there’d be no pull for me to stay
- not with him -
but with all that arises
through the mutual destruction that our interactions bring
this alone is what interests me
because i’m interested in what disturbs me
and i’m interested in the art of becoming less disturbed
by what throws me off my game
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Sharp; Not Soft (An Essay)
I do the opposite of what they say to do
With a man
As a woman
Whatever the fuck that means
I am sharp
Not soft (and I am - very)
I challenge everything
Until there’s nothing
I don’t let anything go
Until it returns back to zero
(an inside job - read more)
And as he’s said…
I’m relentless
Unyielding
Exacting
Demanding
Militant
Trenchant
Mercurial
And yet…
He’s still here
Right here
Closer than most will ever be (his words)
To me
To themselves
To heaven
To another
Precisely because I do the opposite of what they say to do
With a man
As a woman
Whatever the fuck that means
Why would I be less me for anybody
The more me, the better
For everybody
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Why Are You Staying? (An Essay)
if you wouldn’t choose it again today
and again right now
if the slate was clean
(it is)
then there’s a reason you’re choosing to overstay
and that reason is not truth
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That's Not Why (An Essay)
your past
your thoughts
your trauma
your pain
your parents
your partner
your kids
your ex
your current circumstances
and your mental health issues
are not why you’re not free
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