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Eat The Poison If You Want To (An Essay)

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You can eat whatever you want without ‘negative’ consequences…

when you exist in truth.

But most people don’t.

Much, if not all, of their life is a compensation.

Therefore, so is their eating.

Eating to soothe.

To control.

To get.

To lose.

To fill what’s empty.

When it’s not even their tummy.

That’s not living in truth.

That’s not being in charge of your food.

It’s the food leading you.

Oh, boy.

It’s your need to compensate that makes you a slave to the external.

In this case, food.

So yes,

theoretically you can eat whatever you want when you live in truth,

without any adverse consequences.

Just like that guru I heard about decades ago who took a hit of acid and was unaffected by it because he was energetically more potent than the chemicals.

He didn’t even go on a trip.

But almost no one exists at such a level where they could consume acid, or whatever the fuck any have their system, and be completely unaffected.

Truth overrides all things, yes.

But again, most people don’t choose, and live from, truth.

They choose from compensation.

And people who choose to live from truth don’t need or desire to consume a specific thing just to prove they can.

“Lemme drink some of this bleach to show you how unaffected I am.”

No.

Truth-living isn’t about self-poisoning.

But if ‘poison’ was consumed,

they wouldn’t notice.

It would neutralize.

Their system would self-correct.

Naturally.

Or at the very least,

they’d take the steps to clean it out.

And return to purity once again.

Or they’d croak.

Who knows.

Circle of life and all that.

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Mandy Bites On Death

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  1. Death is nothing more than dropping form and remaining formless.

  2. Every being chooses when it enters and leaves this world. As well as what it enters into.

  3. The longing for death, at the deepest level, is the desire to live unbound.

  4. It’s always the most tender where you hold the most matter.

  5. Grief is perceiving through the lens of loss.

  6. Death isn’t a loss.

  7. I like a man who grunts and groans while feasting on his kill.

  8. If you didn't say it to me while I was alive, don't say it to others once I'm dead.

  9. Everything makes you more. Regardless of what you’ve ‘lost’.

  10. I’m here to destroy and be destroyed.

  11. It’s only death.

  12. If you’re not ready to off yourself, I’m of no use to you.

  13. You can only ‘destroy’ what wasn’t truth to begin with.

  14. I love myself. I love being free of myself.

  15. Kill or be killed? No. Kill and be killed. Repeatedly.

  16. Kill it with consciousness.

  17. Every descent reaps more gold.

  18. I’m not going down there to get you. You’ll have to find your own way up.

  19. I don’t care how I’m remembered. I care how deeply I’m known.

  20. My pieces are not inclusive. I speak to the bold. The brave. The hungry (for death).

  21. All I want is to destroy you. Strip you bare and leave you for dead.

  22. He has to die to be with me. As does anyone else.

  23. Once upon a time, I fed myself to a wolf. I knew he was a wolf. And I wanted to be devoured.

  24. From the outside, it looked insane. To my human, it felt like hell. But obliteration was what I was after. Why else would I have danced right there?

  25. You haven’t lost anything. But if you’re ballsy enough, and you’re doing it right, you’ll lose EVERY. SINGLE. THING.

  26. Stay where it's most alive, as everything dead falls away.

  27. You’re not truly living if you’re not perpetually dying.

  28. You think it’s too risky to be wild. So you’d rather play dead to stay ‘safe’.

  29. You want to leave because you’ve yet to fully own you. And there’s no greater pain than that.

  30. He is where I go to die.

  31. We’re all on our way out.

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Thrown Off My Game (An Essay)

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if it didn’t destroy me

if parts of me weren’t forced to die

repeatedly

and quite potently

through the is-ness of he and i

there’d be no pull for me to stay

not with him —

but with all that arises

through the mutual destruction

our interactions bring

this alone is what interests me

because i’m interested in what disturbs me

and throws me off my game

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Too Deep For Anyone To Reach (An Essay)

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Last night I dreamed I was laying on the ground in the dark.

I felt peaceful and happy.

Then I realized I was actually underground.

Hundreds (maybe thousands?) of feet below the surface.

I couldn’t see it but I knew there was an opening where this hole the size of me had begun.

And I knew I was too deep for anyone to reach.

I knew that if they even tried, the earth would collapse above me and I would die.

And I knew that if I moved, I’d face the same fate.

Yet I still felt peaceful and happy.

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True vs Counterfeit (An Essay)

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A true life and a counterfeit life can appear the same on the surface but are eons apart underneath.

The first is the A side.

The true side.

Rich. Juicy. Alive.

The second is the B side.

The false side.

Empty. Flat. Dead.

You can tell which reality you’ve chosen not by how it looks, but by how it feels.

You can make a ton of ‘empty’ money.

Have plenty of ‘empty’ sex.

Work countless ‘empty’ hours.

But what’s the fucking point?

How about money, sex, time and love

that’s dripping with truth,

and overflowing with you.

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Overcompensating With Words (An Essay)

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It’s never about the words themselves.

It’s about the energy sourcing them.

Which is why someone can speak or write the most beautiful piece,

but you still can’t feel a thing.

It’s flat.

It’s dead.

From the mind.

Not from being.

From a concept.

Not from truth.

It’s overcompensating with words,

for what has yet to be touched.

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You Don't Need Closure (An Essay)

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When you let a situation ‘bleed out’ (come to its natural and inevitable conclusion), you choose not to touch it because it doesn’t require an intervention.

It’s not avoidance.

It’s knowing through discernment.

It’s staying where it’s true.

Not remaining where it’s flat.

And…

It’s not true that you need ‘closure’.

To wrap things up.

To contrive an end point,

just so you can say it’s done.

It’s done the moment it flatlines.

Anything beyond that is just more of that.

So no need to state the obvious.

Or bring it back to life.

Just stay where it’s most alive,

as everything dead falls away.

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The Energetic Flatline (An Essay)

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The end point of any experience occurs when it feels flat / dead / empty / void of any charge.

Which has nothing to do with the person or the situation itself.

It’s just the energetic cue that it’s time to play elsewhere (not necessarily physically) because a new scene is about to take place.

Yet most stay where it’s energetically dead with the hopes of bringing an expired experience back to life.

Imagining that something or someone matters more than honouring the current truth.

Hence, the flatline.

Because the end / the command / the brilliant move was missed.

And…

To ignore the cue of right now,

for any reason,

for anyone,

is to immediately diminish the quality of your experience.

Which is why it’s better to seamlessly move from one activated moment to the next by not hopping off the ride, than to try to bring something dead back to life.

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