Essays

Sanna On Making Money Not Matter (A Transcript)

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From one of Sanna’s lives:

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There is the swampy feminine version of ‘money doesn’t matter’ and then there is the High Feminine version of ‘money doesn’t matter’. 

The swampy feminine version of it is that you spend it wherever.

You get sloppy because ‘it doesn’t matter’.

The High Feminine version is ‘money doesn’t matter’ AND you keep following the No, which actually means that you’re going to be spending less money than ever AND it’s going be easier and easier to both attract and keep money in your field AND make more and more of it because even though the money doesn’t matter, the quality of the experience does.

So if any physical thing is not a turn on for you, and if the quality of the turn on is not high enough, then it’s a No.

But a lot of people surrender.

They settle in their purchases and in everything that has to do with money.

And because they surrender, they spend money on things that are not actually a turn on, just like they spend energy on things that are not actually a turn on.

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Sanna On Disrupting Everything (A Transcript)

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From one of Sanna’s lives:

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You could walk around disrupting everything, but that’s not a turn on for your High Feminine.

She’s very specific about the things that actually are fun, and high-quality enough, and challenging enough - in other words, a turn on for her - to disrupt.

When you’re just beginning to get access to your High Feminine, it feels very tempting to go around destroying everything and disrupting every discord you see just for the sake of enjoying the freedom that She finally has.

And it IS fun… for a second.

And then it gets boring for you and your High Feminine, so you start getting sharper and narrowing it down.

You start being more precise about what you are available to disrupt, what deserves your genius, and what is just not worth it for your High Feminine.

And most of it is not.

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Thrown Off My Game (An Essay)

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if it didn’t destroy me

if parts of me weren’t forced to die

repeatedly

and quite potently

through the is-ness of he and i

there’d be no pull for me to stay

- not with him -

but with all that arises

through the mutual destruction that our interactions bring

this alone is what interests me

because i’m interested in what disturbs me

and i’m interested in the art of becoming less disturbed

by what throws me off my game

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Sharp; Not Soft (An Essay)

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I do the opposite of what they say to do

With a man

As a woman

Whatever the fuck that means

I am sharp

Not soft (and I am - very)

I challenge everything

Until there’s nothing

I don’t let anything go

Until it returns back to zero

(an inside job - read more)

And as he’s said…

I’m relentless

Unyielding

Exacting

Demanding

Militant

Trenchant

Mercurial

And yet…

He’s still here

Right here

Closer than most will ever be (his words)

To me

To themselves

To heaven

To another

Precisely because I do the opposite of what they say to do

With a man

As a woman

Whatever the fuck that means

Why would I be less me for anybody

The more me, the better

For everybody

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Not Enough Money In The World (An Essay)

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If someone is stuck on their bullshit, I swerve.

I want nothing to do with it.

They can figure that out on their own time.

Not mine.

You couldn’t pay me enough to deal with someone who is not ready to let go of their shit.

Because there’s nothing there for me.

And I could care less if they’re ever ready.

I am absolutely not invested in someone else’s freedom.

At all.

They have to want that for themselves enough to do what needs to be done.

Which means letting go of their crutches and excuses and actually standing on their own.

At that point, we play.

Until then, I’m gone.

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Doing The Blessed Thing (An Essay)

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you would never…

have to talk about your relationship

have issues in your relationship

have to work on your relationship

#workingonitneverworks

if you were both in complete integrity

and fully in your power already

you’d just be in your relationship

doing the blessed thing

the most natural thing in the world

‘problems’ only arise because you haven’t been speaking / living / being truth

you haven’t been taking full responsibility for your side of the court

you have been looking to, and waiting on, the other for something that’s absolutely not theirs to give

and that accumulation of bullshit creates problems

as it should

not because ‘all couples have problems’

but because ‘all people who aren’t living in integrity and look outside of themselves for something / anything - have problems’

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Sanna On Creating The New (A Transcript)

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From one of Sanna’s lives:

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It’s not easy to operate from your High Feminine because there’s literally no one that you can follow.

There’s no one that you can look to for answers in your particular field.

There’s no one that you can go to for comfort or confirmation that what you know is actually true.

You are operating completely blindly, operating from the unknown and in the unknown, and you’re literally pulling things in from the nothing, which is exactly where your High Feminine thrives.

What you’re here to do, what you’re here to say, what you’re here to create, has not been created before.

It has never been accessed before in the depth and the clarity and the cleanness that you’re here to access it.

Which is why it takes most people lifetimes, if ever, before they actually access their thing.

Which is why there are so few people out there who have actually ever created anything completely new.

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The Chasm Between He And I (An Essay)

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The chasm between he and I is immense.

Always has been.

Except, of course, when it’s not.

The only thing that has and could ever bridge that incredible divide is pure presence.

No self.

Those rare and delicious moments that he’s described as unimaginable, when both of us are simultaneously present AND absent.

This or nothing.

AND

This because there’s nothing.

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Which is why it’s futile to ‘work on’ the so-called relationship.

The only work is HERE; not there.

#remainempty

Within me; not with him.

(he is not my business)

I don’t care about bridging our divide.

I care about bridging my own.

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The Powerless Departure (An Essay)

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Over the past few months, I’ve had some very close to me humans attempt to ‘end’ our relationship.

(‘Attempt’ because there’s no such thing as an ending)

Because they couldn’t figure out how to use me and our experience to erect themselves further.

So they collapsed (in Sanna speak) right out of my world (once again / for now / forever / who cares).

Except they didn’t actually leave.

And they didn’t achieve a thing.

Because there was zero power in their so-called ‘departure’.

They ‘left’ instead of saying or doing (and being) the truest thing,

the rawest thing,

that would shatter everything,

in themselves and in me.

Because that would require them to stand firm and fully in who they are.

But they were not ready.

So they ‘left’.

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