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Random guy in a 9-5 he hates after asking me about what I do…
Him: “I guess I’m not your ideal client then because I don’t need someone to fuck my shit up.”
Me: “You’re not my ideal client because you’re still content working in a 9-5 you hate.”
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when there is smudge on the eyes
a distorted lens that discolours everything
one cannot see themselves
situations
or others
as they truly are
and…
in order to cope with that misperception of self
of the illusory other
of what is actually going on
(and the discomfort that arises from a truth one cannot own)
one projects what’s false
and deflects what’s true
effectively ‘protecting’ the illusion
while convinced that it’s truth
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the human needs
the clutter
the noise
the fear
the constraint
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the being is
the space
the silence
the edge
free
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Last year a hottie made a comment to me about the low caliber of client that comes with charging low prices.
And she was really sold on this bullshit narrative because she was being charged, and was charging, a wild amount for ‘high-end’ coaching at the time.
Which in and of itself isn’t an issue.
I’m pointing to the idea that a certain price point yields a certain quality of person.
It doesn’t.
Energy leads.
Not money.
I worked with Sanna for a year and didn’t pay a dollar for it.
As if I was a low calibre client.
As if she wasn’t the best ‘mentor’ on the fucking planet despite not charging me a penny.
Nothing was reduced just because a dollar amount wasn’t attached and a dollar wasn’t exchanged.
But I digress.
A couple of weeks ago, the aforementioned hottie took me up on my $50 for 30 minute deal (a rare deal since I currently charge $750 USD for a 30 minute call).
I was delighted.
Obviously her narrative had changed, and we had a beautiful call unrelated to money.
Then last week, she asked to book a second call to talk specifically about money.
Because despite investing in and offering ‘high-end’ coaching, it hadn’t really panned out, her money was almost gone, and she was starting to freak the fuck out.
I asked how much remained.
The number was hella low.
And that number turned me on because of how low it was.
Because crunch time means truth time so let’s fucking GO.
Let’s get to the guts of what was avoided when she spent and made those big dollars while by-passing the absolute truth.
Because if the investment and the sales were sourced from that (meaning there was no matter whatsoever), she wouldn’t be freaked out by this low number and she wouldn’t fear what may or may not come from this point on.
She’d also see that the anxiety isn’t from a dwindling bank account at all.
It was always there.
Reliant on, and in response to, illusory external security (and lack thereof) since the internal still lacks the stability required to feel secure regardless of externals.
Now it’s just being highlighted.
Damn, I love the crunch.
Because despite appearances, the crunch doesn’t create anything that wasn’t there already.
It just just shows you exactly where you’re at.
What you’re REALLY working with.
And how easily you can be moved.
And that you still have work to do.
Because if you’ve been using money or another as the buffer between you and YOU, you’re gonna come face to face with that in the absence of the money or the other.
Good.
Now we’re actually getting somewhere.
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There is no last piece.
No final frontier.
No specific area(s) you need to ‘work out’ once and for all and then you’ll be good to go for the rest of your life.
The game has no end.
You’ll never be done.
And the work remains the same.
You’re just playing with matter and its inevitable dissolution.
Regardless of the content or density.
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People don’t shit on my posts.
But I often see people shitting on other people’s posts.
And people responding to said shit.
Engaging with said shit.
Thereby creating even more shit.
But here’s the thing:
You don’t have to touch another person’s shit.
Ever.
You can actually just let the person sit in their shit.
You can refuse to partake in their self-created shit show.
And when their thrown-about shit has nowhere to stick,
it lands exactly where it belongs.
With the shit disturber themself.
Who is now being confronted with their shit that wouldn’t stick.
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It’s never about the words themselves.
It’s about the energy sourcing them.
Which is why someone can speak or write the most beautiful piece,
but you still can’t feel a thing.
It’s flat.
It’s dead.
From the mind.
Not from being.
From a concept.
Not from truth.
It’s overcompensating with words,
for what has yet to be touched.
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Regardless of the move, you can feel if it’s distorted or clean.
The matter is felt.
The lack of it as well.
If you’re not doing a particular thing, and that non-doing comes from avoidance, resistance, resentment, holding back truth, or any other energetically contracted state, it’s palpable.
Heavy.
Dense.
Gross in your system.
If you’re not doing a particular thing just because it’s true not to do it, with nothing attached to that non-doing at all, it’s clean.
Beautiful.
An elixir for your being.
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if you look at yourself
your life
others
and the world
through the lens of the energetics
you see what’s really going on
how accurate it is
and how inevitable things are
based on the energy at play
which is why you’re unaffected by what you observe
and why you’re not distracted by the noise and how things seem
and why you’re not surprised by the delusions people maintain
because you know it can’t be another way
and everything that IS
is perfect
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You don’t have a money issue.
A health issue.
A relationship issue.
Any issue at all.
You have whatever is brought to the surface through whatever meaning you’ve projected onto whatever is happening or not happening with your account, your health, your relationships, your whatever the fuck.
Not an issue.
An invitation.
It’s not about having or not having a certain amount of money.
It’s not about having or not having a certain measure of health.
It’s not about having or not having the relationship(s) of your supposed dreams.
It’s about facing and transmuting every bit of constriction / density / matter / illusion that shows up as you navigate every single facet of life - including your finances, your health, your relationships and all the rest.
It’s not about the category.
It’s about the congestion.
And the area in which you feel the most congested / restricted / powerless, is where you think there’s an issue (naturally), but ultimately it’s just the spot that’s the ripest to fuck with (look at, challenge, and ultimately see through).
It’s your own self-generated playground to unclog, free up, and own your damn power already.
So let go of the concept of there being an issue.
There’s no such thing.
There’s just energy moving freely or temporarily getting jammed up.
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When you ignore your NO far beyond that original moment of knowing,
you create residue in your system,
an accumulation of denied truth,
which will find its way through the density you’ve amassed, regardless.
If you neglect your NO, it will seemingly be forced upon you by less favourable circumstances (getting really sick and needing to take leave from a job you hate but refuse to quit, for example) because only at that point can you justify doing the thing you wanted to do long ago.
You created an external ‘permission slip’ as it were, to give yourself the internal permission to do the thing you weren’t willing to do until it got so bad you had no choice but to do it.
But only AFTER your system collapsed from the choice to repeatedly ignore yourself.
Which ultimately isn’t a problem.
You got what you originally wanted at least,
albeit in a messier and drawn-out way.
But you can save yourself the self-imposed and unnecessary drama, pain and chaos in the future if you like, when you learn to respect and obey the NO.
Because when you’re able to do that, you won’t find yourself in a situational NO for days, weeks, months or years.
You’ll be keeping your system clear on the daily, instead of clogging it with all those perfectly beautiful, yet often ignored, NOs.
The ones that when listened and adhered to, have the power to shape the most exquisite experiences of your life.
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Energetic instability (which shows up in countless ways) is the result of an inner deviation.
And the more frequently you do it,
the more unstable your system becomes.
The accumulation of your unwillingness to be the living truth of YOU (which often spans years, even decades), creates matter in your system (and in the areas of your life by extension) that would otherwise not exist had you remained in energetic integrity.
The great news is, all of that matter dissolves back into the nothingness from whence it came, in an instant, once you stop doing that wonky thing you do, and just start being YOU — full-out.
You’re already YOU anyway.
Whether you deny who that is or not.
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Her: “I have to master this level first.”
Before she can make the kind of money and moves she wants to make.
Me: “Did you really just say that to me?”
We both laugh.
“Once I…” is a lie.
It is the perfect illusion / justification / delay-tactic for not making the move that your system is turned on to make / take RIGHT NOW.
Not later.
It’s basically saying: “I know that’s for me but let me ‘work on’ something else instead because I couldn’t possibly trust myself or my ability to create what I know I’m here for and keep saying that I want. I couldn’t possibly do something THAT crazy (like honour what my being is telling me to do right now) because of this illusory X that’s in the way, but I’m sure that ‘future’ me will trust me more than this me and then I’ll create what I’m here to create because by then, X will no longer exist.”
Absolute bullshit.
When you get the hit, you do it.
That’s how you collapse the illusion of X.
Because it never existed in the first place.
Get it?
You created X to avoid the true move.
When you make the true move,
X ‘disappears’.
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Standards, boundaries and thresholds are what you create / enforce / adhere to / require when your energy doesn’t speak for itself, when you don’t actually trust yourself, and your choices aren’t sourced from the truth of each moment.
Trying to regulate / control your environment by making sure that others know you’re not available / only available for X, Y, Z, and then monitoring and dealing with any ‘transgressions’,
and being rigid on a particular stance that was conditioned or intellectually chosen in the past (which has no bearing on what’s actually true for you in the present without that contrived overlay),
is an attempt to do in the physical what you’re unable to do in the non-physical.
When your energy is intact, you don’t need to ‘manage’ who or what’s around you.
At all.
Built into your complete trust in, and devotion to, yourself and the truth of each moment - is your true standard - which is energetic; not condition-based, and THAT is what’s actually applied to all people and circumstances.
Not with words.
With your energy.
Without even trying because it’s integral to who you are.
From that place, you’re only available for something very specific.
Something you never have to name or explain or even think about.
It just is.
And those who don’t meet that very specific standard in that particular moment, don’t even make it through.
Not because you created a threshold or checked them at the door.
But because there actually IS a threshold.
And those who can’t withstand it,
just turn and walk away.
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Even if they never talk about it publicly or directly, there is not one (great) coach / mentor / human who doesn’t regularly come up against their ‘shit’ aka their perfectly-customized conditioning and does what it takes to see through it.
Where do you think all of that brilliance and wisdom comes from in the first place?
It comes from the same shit that everyone else faces.
They’re speaking directly (albeit seemingly indirectly through their posts) from having lived through exactly what’s being spoken about.
And the only difference between them (if they’re truly walking their talk) and everyone else (the majority of people who’d rather avoid actively looking at said shit), is that they genuinely want to play this game of facing and seeing through each illusion, instead of allowing that mirage to lead their life.
Which is why they do whatever it takes to become a master of themselves instead of a slave to their illusions, because for these kinds of people, there is no other option.
They’re here for the depth and breadth of living from the core of who they are, and built into that beautifully uncompromising desire, is the requirement to face and learn how to play with all that arises; regardless of how it appears or what must be sacrificed, in order to keep playing the game at a level befitting of these rare birds, who are wholly unable to settle for anything less.
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When you get to the point where ‘nothing is working’ anymore, it’s because you’re now being required to trust yourself and the unknown, instead of relying on something or someone else to ‘make it work’ for you.
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When you stop focusing on or worrying about others (your fellow innately powerful and sovereign beings), and instead start to focus on cleaning up your shit, there’s a high fucking chance that those others will also begin to clean up their shit as well, without you even saying a word.
Even if your redirection is disruptive or confusing for them at first, if there’s a part of them that’s ready to rock and roll, they will.
Which is why those closest to you (or anyone else in your field) can experience a reduction, if not the complete dissolution of, addiction, depression, disorders, ailments, anxiety, etc (the things you keep worrying about with regards to them), because you being fully in charge of yourself provides the opportunity (energetic framing) for them to land in that same powerful energy inside themselves.
It seems like magic.
But it’s not.
In one’s purest, most natural energetic state,
none of those unsavoury things actually exist.
It’s impossible.
They’re just how one copes with not being in, and applying, one’s power.
When someone has deviated from the truth and natural movements of their being (a complete betrayal to one’s system), the only way to live with that internal split is to distract one’s self with self-created ‘issues’ that would not exist (and ultimately don’t) had they remained in their power (their natural state) in the first place.
Thus, these ‘issues’ were created and held onto for a reason.
And when that reason dissolves, POOF goes the issue.
That’s how people can ‘cure’ themselves of ABC without years of XYZ.
It’s always and only about the energy.
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It’s not necessary, possible or even favourable to be completely free of your conditioning / ego / false self / illusions.
It’s your custom-made, blade-sharpening playground.
And…
The deeper you go,
the more creative it gets,
and the more precise you get to be.
Which can be exhilarating.
But only once you’ve cut through the majority of its density.
Until that point, it feels painful, real and incredibly overwhelming.
You only catch occasional slivers of something beyond it before it fades back into chaos as quickly as it came.
And from that vantage point, it’s hard to imagine a life lived primarily from that clarity you only caught a glimpse of.
But it’s possible.
And inevitable.
Of course it can be this good.
This rich.
This deep.
Because ultimately it’s who you actually are underneath and beyond the conditioning that’s been created by, and gifted to, you.
Providing endless portals to places that you could never imagine,
but are just an ‘of course’ to YOU.
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