Energetics
if you only do the work when you feel like it
when it’s easy
comfortable
convenient
when the results are fast and guaranteed
then guess what?
you’re not actually doing the work
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It hurts so you can learn how to not do that shit that hurts you.
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Your existence teaches more than any words or teachings will.
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I don’t care about or strive towards feeling happy.
I’m here to feel ALIVE.
Uncomfortable.
Powerful.
Present.
To immerse myself in whatever I touch.
To exist fully, naturally, joyfully, deeply.
Which includes so much beyond (and also includes) those ephemeral moments of happiness.
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You only try to fill in the (perceived) gaps for another when you forget that they are sovereign, just like you.
And you can only forget another’s sovereignty when you have forgotten your own (cue a false sense of superiority) which is the only reason you’d ever feel the need to over-reach in the first place.
Your discomfort with where another is choosing to be at (yes, choosing - there are no victims and no one needs saving) generates your over-extension in an attempt to relieve yourself of said discomfort which actually has nothing to do with what the other is or isn’t doing / seeing / getting in that moment.
This is what feeds your desire to change / correct what’s being presented to whatever you deem better / more ‘evolved’ than what they’re currently choosing for themselves,
which inevitably breeds resistance and stagnation; not clarity and movement, because the energy of your so-called help is tainted aka sourced from a false premise to begin with.
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We only feel the need to ‘escape’ when we’re existing unnaturally.
Addiction is the perfect way to ineffectively ‘manage’ the discomfort of that inner deviation.
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You aren’t a victim of a damn thing.
No one and no thing is more powerful than YOU.
But the human condition(ing) will have you believe that your pain and its many manifestations of it, is/are much bigger than you.
When in fact, you created all of your perceived dysfunction (quite brilliantly, I might add) and therefore have exactly what it takes to use your creation as a tool to actively harness the power you relinquished long ago.
The exact reason you created these perceived challenges and limitations in the first place.
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It’s the inability to withstand the intense aliveness of being that drives the impulse to dilute or run from it, just as the inability to withstand it drives the impulse to seek that same jolt of aliveness through superficial means.
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From a recent text chat with my cyber bestie…
Kristen: “People believe they are the thingy.”
Me: “Yes.”
Kristen: “Which is the problem with identifying as an addict because it says I am my thingy.”
Me: “Yep.”
Kristen: “And people with the biggest thingys are often the ones who are most potent.”
Me: “Exactly. They wouldn’t need a thingy so big if they weren’t so powerful.”
Kristen: “But shame is a whole thing, too. Shame is the core thing. It’s the Daddy Thingy.”
Me: “Yep. And the being doesn’t carry shame at all. It’s just another thingy to fuel all the other thingies.”
Kristen: “And things need space held for them.”
Me: “Yep.”
Kristen: “Which eats up space / power.”
Me: “Yep.”
Kristen: “Hungry thingys.”
Me: “Yep lol”
Kristen: “Insatiable thingys.”
Me: “Feed all the thingies!”
Kristen: “lol”
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Doing or not doing won’t correct what needs correcting.
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“I think of my addiction as escapism and I’m curious about your thoughts on that.”
Being energetically intact (operating from our innate power) is our natural state.
And it’s glorious.
So what’s to escape from?
We only feel the need to ‘escape’ when we’re existing unnaturally.
And addiction is the perfect way to ineffectively ‘manage’ the discomfort of that inner deviation.
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There is a purity,
an innocence,
and a very clean desire
at the heart of every addiction / compulsion.
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Numbers aren’t the indicator.
Followers aren’t the indicator.
Engagement isn’t the indicator.
Energy is the language that speaks.
There are plenty of people saying plenty of things while their energy outs them every time.
And there are plenty of people making and paying plenty of dollars for those words (and other energetically limp creations) because they cannot yet sense the truth (energy).
Your energy is felt and known whether you speak or remain silent.
It is felt and known regardless of what you say or what you avoid saying.
Energy can’t be hidden.
And words can’t hide what IS.
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I bring people to the razor’s edge of themselves.
What they choose to do with that after the fact is entirely up to them.
If they can’t withstand their fire,
they’ll retreat to what is known.
But if they’re truly ready to be set ablaze,
they’ll burn until nothing remains.
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It’s not about me doing whatever I want, whenever I want (and it is).
Just blindly and haphazardly doing whatever I feel like, as if my existence is, and my moves are, at the whim of these ever-changing feelings and superficial desires.
No.
It’s about doing what I know needs to be done, based on my own internal commands (the innate brilliance of my being) regardless of how I feel or how it appears, and even when I don’t understand why I’m doing or not doing it.
Which one might assume takes effort since listening and obeying is foreign to most.
But when your true devotion is to the inner whisper that reconfigures itself in each moment, it doesn’t feel like effort.
It’s a given.
There is no other way.
It would take effort (and be impossible) for me to deviate from what’s actually required of me in a moment just to settle for what’s preferred.
I don’t prefer less than what’s required.
So in that sense, yes, I do whatever I want, whenever I want.
Because what I want is to live and move from the core of myself with an exacting level of integrity.
Which can appear inconsistent on the outside because the consistency (and the priority) is within.
It is a thread that never breaks.
And the reason I move as I do.
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