Breaking Boundaries
There is no last piece.
No final frontier.
No specific area(s) you need to work out once and for all and then you’ll be good to go for the rest of your life.
Nope.
The game has no end.
You’ll never be done.
And the work remains the same.
You’re just playing with matter and its inevitable dissolution.
Regardless of the content or density.
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You can swap the coach, the paradigm, the partner.
You can change the business, the lingo, and make big money.
You can lose the weight and hit a new personal record.
And STILL not shift energetically.
Just because you switched the box and the externals look different, it doesn’t mean a damn thing changed.
And just because others paint a superficial and strategically crafted picture of themselves publicly, doesn’t mean it’s the real thing, as you already know.
These days, when I read certain posts from those I once looked up to who are still selling the same flat experience (but now in a sparkly new package), those I thought had ‘made it’ and knew something I didn’t because I didn’t yet trust myself fully and I was reading their content (which sold me) instead of their energy (which speaks the actual truth),
I can now feel where they’re really at, regardless of what they’re saying.
And in all this time, nothing got cleaned up.
They never actually moved.
They simply added new words, new offers, and new price points from that same exact place.
Pretending something new has taken place, and maybe it has circumstantially, but energetically it’s stagnant as hell and wasn’t truly alive to begin with.
But back then I was sold on the external narrative.
My ravenous desire to find answers to my perceived dilemmas and relief from what ailed me, clouded my ability to discern between what was being presented in the physical and what was actually loud as fuck in the non-physical.
The cleaner I got, the easier it was for me to read between those lines.
To feel the truth beyond the words.
To know where someone’s actually at instead of where they’ve positioned themselves to be.
So I came to understand that some of the most celebrated and followed ‘teachers’ are the ones drowning in the most bullshit.
They’re energetic hot messes.
Which captivates and motivates those who are also drenched in matter.
They love the resonance.
The feeling of ‘same’.
I love the void.
The feeling of clean.
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I don’t ‘support’ anyone.
They’re powerful.
They’re grown.
And wired to live from truth.
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You don’t get ALL THE THINGS just because you’re ‘doing the work’.
You get ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE TRUE FOR YOUR BEING EVERY FUCKING STEP OF THE WAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE regardless of the work.
Which is what you’ve been getting since the moment you were born.
So ‘doing the work’ doesn’t change the fact that you’re always exactly where you need to be in whatever circumstance you find yourself in that’s undoubtedly refining you beautifully.
Doing the work just ‘removes’ the illusory shit in the way of you seeing how fucking perfect it all is regardless of how it appears or what does or doesn’t happen because let’s face it, shit is always happening.
That’s life.
What is or isn’t happening is never the problem.
How we misperceive it, is.
Someone in a relationship isn’t more advanced / on track than someone not in one, and vice versa.
Someone with a fuckton of cash isn’t more advanced / on track than someone with nada, and vice versa.
Someone with a specific health condition isn’t less advanced / less on track than someone without one, and vice versa.
You can’t use external metrics to measure the quality of one’s inner experience or the precision of one’s energetic game because the work has nothing to do with the external even though it can impact it.
Things most definitely move more seamlessly when you’re actively doing the work simply because you’re not repeatedly jamming your own circuits with your own bullshit / clutter / mispercepetions / expectations.
And if you’re attached to what your ‘been doing all the work’ life should look like (the man, the fat account, 20 pounds lighter, whatever the fuck), you’re still not hitting the right spot because you’re aiming for something ‘out there’ to validate what you’re doing ‘in here’ instead of staying right here where the magic really happens (which has nothing to do with what does or doesn’t happen externally).
Doing the work (seeing through the matter) results in being okay no matter what happens and no matter what it ends up looking like, and trusting (well it’s even beyond trust - you just KNOW) that your being knows far better than you what the hottest concoction is for you every step of the way (if you’d just get outta the damn way and do exactly what you know you need to do because you’re being told how to move in every fucking moment).
And it’s not that you won’t ‘get’ the cash or the man or the body whatever else it is you think you want.
It’s that you inevitably get to a place where you’re so fucking juiced even without it, that you’re not even feeling like a damn thing is missing (because nothing ever is), and you know that what’s truly for you is both inevitable and ever-present, and you know it’s the experience you’re after; not the thing itself,
as the unimaginable licks you from head to toe
in ways you never even dreamed of.
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when someone writes something ‘off’ on a post
or says something ‘off’ on a call
(‘off’ meaning energetically inaccurate)
i use that glitch in a piece of my own
to address and ‘correct’ what was ‘off’
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People don’t shit on my posts.
But I see people shitting on other people’s posts.
And then people responding to said shit.
Engaging with said shit.
Thereby creating even more shit.
But here’s the thing.
You don’t have to touch another person’s shit.
Ever.
You can actually just let the person sit in their shit.
You can refuse to partake in their self-created shit show.
And when their thrown-about shit has nowhere to stick,
it lands exactly where it belongs.
With the shit disturber themself.
Who is now being confronted with their shit that wouldn’t stick.
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It’s like people come to me with all these crutches and I just keep doing swift kicks to every fucking one of them.
And then they’re like, “WHOA. I never knew I could walk without those.”
And I’m like, “Bitch, I know. And you’re welcome.”
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When you’re able to go through the eye of your own needle,
that very narrow space where nothing but you exists,
because you’ve remained so. fucking. close to the absolute truth of your being,
thereby becoming so energetically ‘tight’ that you fit through that very narrow space where nothing but you can move through in the first place…
what’s there for you on the other side,
is the greatest ride of your life.
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If your shit can be fucked with by another making moves, your shit clearly needs a good fucking.
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My hands shook when I sent her the number for our call ($25,000).
An unexpected but completely accurate number for her and I.
A number I didn’t think my way to.
I just knew in a moment.
It’s this or nothing.
Anything less (or more) - a lie.
A lie that would soften the edge of ME.
And I’d rather die than do such a thing.
She could take it or leave it.
That wasn’t the point.
Nor was the amount I chose.
I’m here to ride my edge all the fucking way,
and see how far I go.
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I made thousands in one week letting others pick the price themselves for a 30 minute call with me.
Thousands.
That didn’t happen because of my ‘price point’.
There wasn’t one.
Still ‘worked’.
Because nothing was in the way.
I was just playing because it was fun.
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In the land of energetics,
it’s every hottie for themselves.
You can’t leave your post for anything.
For anyone.
Not even for a moment.
And that, in a nutshell,
is the deepest work,
the highest calling,
the purest love there is.
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When you let a situation ‘bleed out’ (come to its natural and inevitable conclusion), you choose not to touch it because it doesn’t require an intervention.
It’s not avoidance.
It’s knowing through discernment.
It’s staying where it’s true.
Not remaining where it’s flat.
And…
It’s not true that you need ‘closure’.
To wrap things up.
To contrive an end point, just so you can say it’s done.
It’s done the moment it flatlines.
Anything beyond that is just more of that.
No need to state the obvious.
Or bring it back to life.
Just stay where it’s most alive,
as everything dead falls away.
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Lack of money isn’t the reason you aren’t living your fullest and truest life.
You are the reason you aren’t living your fullest and truest life.
And lack of money is a by-product of that self-denial.
And…
It’s not about the money.
You can have nothing in your account and still make your truest move right now.
But you use lack of money as your excuse not to do that.
It’s an easy ‘out’ from riding the edge of life and of yourself.
The perfect excuse to keep saying NO to you.
And how freaking handy to blame your self-created, restricted inner experience on that clearly-more-powerful-than-you money.
That completely-outside-of-you money.
But here’s what’s true:
That ‘restriction’ you experience financially is simply the energetic restriction you’re living in constantly, projected onto, and out-pictured through, money.
Your system is jammed.
And so are your finances.
Because money doesn’t move before you do.
It’s already there.
Where are you?
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A true Dom doesn’t want a yes from someone who can’t say NO.
They require actual submission from someone who can say NO at any time.
To a true Master, blind obedience is repulsive.
Blind submission on the other hand…
absolutely delicious.
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Recorded in 2022.
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Your insistence on sticking to what you said you would do, instead of making the new, true move, is why your experience fucking blows.
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if someone has travelled three layers deep
and you have travelled three trillion on route to a bazillion
you’re swimming in a vastness they’ve yet to taste
but can sense
in you
and in themselves
this will terrify and / or intrigue them
or feel so far from where they are that they insist it doesn’t exist
(because they don’t yet have the eyes to see what’s invisible to the eye)
they’d rather stick to what is seen and known
(like most do)
and so…
at three layers deep
with three trillion more layers beneath
and a bazillion more layers to go
they’re content with those three layers
believing that what they see is all there is
so for them, nothing feels like it’s missing
even though much has yet to be explored
they simply aren’t yet pulled to touch
the underworld of themselves
and who can blame them, really?
those depths aren’t for the masses
they’re for those
who can’t survive
let alone thrive
unless / until they freefall
into the darkness
into the abyss
into the stillness
where nothing exists
and when one comes across another
three trillion layers deep
there’s a mutual
and oh so beautiful
recognition of what it took
to arrive at those depths
where most won’t dare to swim
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