Energetics
Random guy in a 9-5 he hates after asking me about what I do…
Him: “I guess I’m not your ideal client then because I don’t need someone to fuck my shit up.”
Me: “You’re not my ideal client because you’re still content working in a 9-5 you hate.”
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“But I don’t have the money.”
Who said money is even required?
If it’s for you, meaning that desire is sourced from the absolute truth of YOU, it’s not dependent on you having the money right now.
You’re never limited to your own bank account or bound by the laws in the physical.
You absolutely CAN birth that desire from the ethers regardless of your current circumstance.
You have access to ALL possibilities.
Beyond what you can even imagine.
But your devotion to the physical, to what can be seen and measured in this moment, kills the magic on contact and reduces your options to none.
You believe that what you see is all there is, and that’s where you go wrong.
So you don’t even make your true move.
The exact move you’re being told to do that will actually dissolve the exact thing you misperceive is real.
The move that will open the floodgates to the MORE your being is pulling you towards RIGHT NOW.
The more you claim you want but aren’t even willing to step into.
Because you listen to the mind.
Because you refuse to go blind.
Because you operate within the illusion of time.
“I don’t have enough.”
“I can’t see how.”
“It must not be for me right now.”
While your whole being is screaming GO.
But since you have no money and you have no proof, you’re like NAH, BRUH.
I’ll stay right here.
In the place I’ve always been.
And that’s why you don’t get the thing, my friend.
You’ve ignored yourself once again.
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i don’t leave myself for him
he doesn’t leave himself for me
we remain intact
separately
the sole portal
to
true intimacy
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You’re not truly living if you’re not perpetually dying.
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As we were walking to the restaurant after the most delicious experience with him to date…
Me: “I feel so relaxed and satisfied.”
Him: “You said the same thing when you got here after I asked you about your day.”
Me: “I guess that’s just how I exist.”
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I don’t care about your story.
I care about who you are.
And who you are is not your story.
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Codependency: wanting another to do for you what you’re unwilling to do for yourself.
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He doesn’t care about the orgasm.
Like me, he’s here for the experience.
SEX over sex.
Always.
Even when it includes sex or the orgasm.
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You already have what you actually want.
You’re just taking the long way around.
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X is what you use to avoid the true move.
When you make the true move,
X ‘disappears’.
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I wanted to start this post with, “I had the best SEX ever last night.”
Because that’s how I describe whatever truly hits my spot.
The best (fill in the blank) ever.
Because in the moment, that’s how it feels.
Floating in heaven.
Nothing can top THIS.
But more accurately, it’s just another delicious experience of presence and truth which always feels like heaven.
Yummy.
Delicious.
Swoon.
And as we played, it was so quiet.
So still.
Even amongst the sounds and movements.
It was the most natural dance with another.
With myself.
Through the other who is me.
A dance so fluid I didn’t notice the moves.
I only felt the dance.
I can’t even say that the SEX keeps getting better, deeper, richer…
because that would imply it was less so the first night and that wasn’t the case at all.
We moved beautifully and seamlessly and magically then as well.
Because presence in the NOW is as deep as it gets.
Playing for the first time EVERY time.
Why show up for less?
We’ve never replicated previous scenes.
Nor have we tried to create one.
Art is made in the moment.
Last night, another masterpiece.
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No one owes you a thing.
Not their time.
Attention.
Love.
Response.
Understanding.
Validation.
Explanation.
Support.
It’s either given freely or for a reason that’s untrue.
Either way, it’s still not owed to you.
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When you see through and exist beyond space and time, it’s a pretty fucking epic ride.
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