my NO with him only adds to the turn on
without that being my incentive to honour it
all i know in a moment is not this
what he does with that is not my business
not my ‘problem’
not a consideration at all
and yet
what he’s done with each zig and zag of me
has been heavenly
so dreamy
and
as i continue to ride each edge
making the entrance point more narrow
more pristine for the god in me
what awaits me on the other side of that perpetual sharpening
is the more that can’t be tasted
the more that can’t be felt
were i to choose to just deny myself
and abandon what is true
and it’s that whittling down to nothing
that refusal to stay where it’s false
that devotion to truth in each moment
(no matter what happens as a result)
that creates a vortex for the ALL
the ALL that can’t be named
the ALL beyond my wildest dreams
the ALL that’s sourced from NO
△
collections · let’s play · shop · tip · subscribe