it was the most natural dance with another
through the other
who is me
a dance so fluid
i didn’t notice the moves
i only felt the dance
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SEX
Taken (Poem)
in Energetics, Linked, Poems, Fellows, SEX
no one’s ever had me
but he’s had more of me
than most
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Chalet (An Essay)
He and I are so damn close.
Again tonight,
brought to tears.
(over dinner at my favourite spot)
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Real Talk (An Essay)
in Energetics, Essays, Fellows, Lovers, SEX, Zero Point, Uncluttered, Convos
Him: “When we’re together like this, it feels like anything is possible.”
Me: “Because it is.”
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About Last Night (An Essay)
in Energetics, Zero Point, Lovers, Convos, SEX, Essays, Fellows
“When we are together, we are closer than most couples and that's as real as it gets for me.”
Him, last night.
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Swing My Way (Mandy Bite)
If there’s a box,
I’m gonna smash it.
Sounds sexual but I don’t swing that way.
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Bend Over (Poem/Bite)
All I want is to destroy you.
Strip you bare and leave you for dead.
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Tarzan In The Sheets (Poem)
in Energetics, Makin Moves, Lovers, Poems, SEX, Death
i like
a man
who grunts
and groans
while feasting
on his kill
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True Love (Poem)
in Energetics, Makin Moves, Zero Point, Lovers, Poems, SEX, Fellows
the only time we’re together
is when he’s not actually there
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Untethered (Poem/Bite)
I’ll stay when you do.
I’ll leave when you do, too.
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Kill Billy (Poem/Bite)
in Energetics, Makin Moves, Lovers, Poems, SEX, Death, Mandy Bites, Devil, Fellows
First Order (Poem/Bite)
Our Final Form (An Essay)
in Energetics, SEX, Human Dynamics, Lovers, Convos, Essays, Fellows
“We haven’t reached our final form.”
And I agreed with him.
But we’ve reached a million ephemeral places.
And I’ve never felt more loved.
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Counterfeit vs Real Love (An Essay)
I’ll leave myself to meet you there.
You’ll do the same for me.
vs
I’ll stay right here.
You’ll stay right there.
We’ll dance in the inbetween.
Or not.
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Beyond Penetration (One Minute Clip)
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No Sex? No Problem (One Minute Clip)
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Breakups Aren't Necessary (An Essay)
Breakups don’t break what needs breaking.
Being the living truth breaks what needs breaking.
Moves what needs moving.
Recalibrates every piece.
People break up in the physical because they don’t yet know how to cut cords in the non-physical.
They’re trying to do ‘out there’ what they’ve yet to accomplish ‘in here’.
Thinking that rearranging ‘those’ things will inevitably take care of ‘these’ things.
It won’t.
Those things will remain messy things until you’ve cleaned up all these things.
Which doesn’t mean ‘stay together’ (even that’s not ultimately real).
It means there’s no need to contrive an end.
The separation / split you seek happens of its own accord through energetic truth (integrity); not through an intellectual decision or an emotional reaction.
There is absolutely no way you can be in complete integrity (which almost no one is) AND be in a dynamic that requires severing something in the physical.
From that erect place you can and will still apply any true move, which may of course include a physical separation.
But the work and the break is done in the unseen.
The rest follows suit quite naturally.
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Relationships Don't Need Work (An Essay)
Relationships don’t need to be ‘worked on’.
Nor do they require any level of sacrifice.
It’s not necessary.
Or energetically sound.
The vibe of trying,
reaching,
abandoning
(even just a little)
for or because of another…
kills the potency (and purity) that makes every dynamic thrive.
‘Working on’ the relationship and focusing on the other inevitably creates an energetically limp (even if the bond is intense) and codependent experience for both parties.
The intense fire you actually crave comes from never leaving home.
From working on THIS; not that.
Because THIS is all there is and that will adjust accordingly.
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Dreamy Billionaire (An Essay)
Last night I dreamed I won billions in a lottery and it didn’t feel any different than how my life feels with him in it.
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Sourced From My Very Core (An Essay)
His submission to me,
through his submission to himself,
goes as deep as my own submission.
It cannot be another way.
He’s sourced from my very core.
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