I kinda feel like I need an energetic rest from last week's intensity and excitement. It was filled with yummy, ethical men (read more about that here) after a deceiving douche was removed from my world, as well as a delicious first date (he's a pirate with a talking bird named "Fella"), and a ton of other juicy magic (read the complete list of awesomeness here).
My heart and world burst wide open and it was glorious! And this week I'm like WHOA. That was crazy. Crazy good. (Edit: An even crazier week followed this one and you can catch up on it through video here or you're S.O.L because the insanity of it all was documented on my personal Facebook page and nowhere else).
I'm still trying to digest and process all of that goodness and all of those mega shifts and somehow piece my new expanded self back together as other big things continue to unfold.
Life is a trip.
Like, we can never really catch up long enough to get settled into any one place or space or stage for too long because life keeps rolling out new twists and turns and ah-has for us to roll or not roll with.
And even when we think we've finally got a handle on it, it's already time to enter a new level of wisdom and understanding.
Outgrowing one cocoon lands us right in the middle of the next one. As it should.
Being half universe and half human is all about expansion. It's about increasing our level of consciousness through awareness and that process never ends.
I don't think we're ever done. We can never fully reach what we're ultimately aiming for - but it's the aiming itself that directs our course.
And I don't think we can ever actually have it all figured out because we're the art being created - perpetually and in real time - and the backdrop to our lives keeps changing. As do the players within it.
The top of one mountain is the bottom of another as they say, so for me it's about enjoying all the steps along the way because I'll never be the same Mandy I was a moment ago, let alone last week or last year.
FYI: I'm really drawn to outer space images as of late. Moons and planets and stars and galaxies are lighting me right up inside so that's fun and new. :)
I just have this big sense of wooooooo-weeeeeeeeee in life right now. A feeling of being unlimited (we all are - it's only our limited thinking that blocks that awareness), and so I kinda do feel like I'm free-falling into the universe and I'm loving it.
Like, I don't actually care about where things are going at the moment (even though I should because BIG changes are coming). I'm just trying my best to ride the delicious wave that is my life.
There's a freedom in that. In just saying to life: "Fine, show me where it is I need to go. Because you probably see and know a helluva lot more than I do right now."
I'm allowing myself to be guided. I hope you are, too.
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