If you've been following my my recent posts, you'll know I've been dealing with a lot of upcoming changes and well...it's been more than overwhelming to digest. So last night I decided to take a chance and reach out to my cyber crew - something I rarely do from the darkness (I usually write once it's passed) - and I posted this:
I received an incredible amount of support from this update. A ton of uplifting words, reminders of truth and oodles of love came my way.
So for those who took part in this Facebook love beam, thank you for holding my heart last night. It made all the difference to know and FEEL that I'm cared for and that I'm not alone during the dark times. Your love boost was needed and greatly appreciated and it lifted me up higher than I could manage on my own.
I reached out to many beloveds this week and then to you - my cyber family and friends by heart - in a sincere effort to not get lost in a place I've been before and don't wish to return to. When I realized I was getting swallowed by the beast yet again, I knew I needed a shit ton of life jackets thrown my way so thank you for providing so many.
My interview is at 1 pm today. I'm not nervous about it because I have always been comfortable in interviews and one-on-one with others. I'm genuinely looking forward to it.
The interview itself has nothing to do with what I've been going through this week - it's other changes are affecting me deeply - which is why I needed to be wrapped in a blanket of love ahead of time so that I don't show up feeling so raw and on the edge. It won't serve me today and I do want to kick some sweet ass while I'm there. So thank you for softening that edge for me last night because it allowed me to sleep with less inner pain and wake up feeling more like myself so that I can rock the interview Mandyland style.
Thank you for reminding me of my strength and power, my friends. And for believing in me more than I was believing in myself. I felt so small and overwhelmed and scared by countless things I feel are out of my control, but I trusted ALL of your words. I am so lucky to have such a solid and empowering network of hotties by my side.
You each helped me more than you know.
All my love,
The interview went AMAZING (the second one...not so much) and one of the interviewers actually told me she loved me after I pulled out a box of Too Good Triangles at the end. She said they had checked out my website ahead of time and we're hoping I'd bring some! Aww.
They loved my resume and found it so interesting. They were so impressed by me! That felt amazing. HUGE thanks to Melissa Small at Lutherwood CODA for building it so beautifully and also for helping me with the interview question I was given ahead of time. I had so much fun and I know they enjoyed me and I sooooooooo hope I get the job! I definitely made a wonderful impression and my heart is feeling so much lighter! Yay!
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