As posted on my personal Facebook page:
Friends, I'll be taking much of this week to just be. To remain open to what life is preparing for me in this next chapter, and to do that without the interruption and the noise of the world. So if I drop off, you'll know why.
Although I did shed a few tears after we left Montreal yesterday, I don't feel sad about Paige's move yet. I feel incredibly inspired. I feel open and ready for the signs of where I'm to go next. I don't have a vision for my future beyond being happy, healthy, abundant and loved, and I don't actually care what form that will take because I trust that life will continue to spoil me like it always has. At this point I don't even care what city, what living space, what job or what business, or who is involved in my next chapter. I just care that I'm happy, fulfilled and in line with my truth.
I think there's a freedom in that. Of being led instead of trying to lead. And a power in getting quiet enough to hear what life is trying to say. I'm a go-getter by nature but I'm also a soul-checker. I continually check in to see how I'm doing, how I'm feeling and figuring out what I'm needing in each moment.
Right now it's reflection. It's solitude. It's affirming my abundant future. It's releasing fear and anxiety about the unknown. It's partnering with life and genuinely believing that everything will be magnificent even if I have no idea how it will happen or what form it will take.
And it's being grateful to be in the same position as Paige. I might be twice her age but energetically there's not much difference. We are both starting a brand new life and anything is possible. Neither of us are locked into anything at this point. No kids to care for. No job. No school. No partners. Just a beautiful blank slate for us to paint. Yes I have my business but I could take it anywhere if I really wanted to. I could also take time away from it as well. It's always my choice. I could pick up and go in an instant.
Not to say that I'll even be going anywhere. Maybe this will continue to be my home for many years to come. I don't know. But what I do know is that I have a new level of freedom, that I did an extraordinary job raising that girl, and I am 100% open to leaving my pretty little cocoon of 12 years should my heart lead me elsewhere.
Time to feel the next direction.
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